1. To finish university and get my degree,
2. To To see the sunset from Huntington Beach Pier, California,
3. To get tattooed by Ami James,
4. To do a live photoshoot of Motley Crue,
5. To see Criss Angel Live at the Luxor Hotel, Las Vegas.
Yesterday was probably one of the most surreal moments of my life I was described as beautiful, and perfect, to name but a few adjectives, and for a second or two I actually believed the words.
I’ve spent the majority of my life thinking I’m not good enough. Now I’ve seen different and heard such powerful words used about me by someone much more experienced in life than myself, I might actually learn to be happy with who I am.
Look at you. You’re young, And you’re scared. Why are youso scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say want you want. Listen to the music youwant to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and fuck the plans you have the next day. Stop waiting for friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?
“According to greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.”
Days like today make me realise how important my friends from home are. I’ve just been sat in my room on my own since about 5 o’clock today, & not a single one of them lot has come to check if I’m okay after me complaining of a migraine all day. Not too arsed about Ash & Steph, I’ve spoken to both of them today, but Rach & Pip are really pissing me off, and I actually hope they fuck off & live somewhere else next year. I’ve never met anyone so obsessed and up each others’ arses more than them.